< folding you into my synapses

like torrential rain on christmas eve. do you know the feeling?


practicing to practice

january 9 2025

my friends goaded me into finally making a neocities. ive always wanted to but never had the time, much less the coding experience. i quit my job recently- its opened up a well of free time i didnt know i had access to. and im so happy.

im moving out of the apartment ive lived in for the last two years and back to my parents place. my new job just happens to be located closer to home, and moving back just happened to also be the more economical option. im still parsing out how i feel about that.

had this weird dream- i had my hair short and curly and pinned back like i did when i was a kid but it was definitely adult me in that dream. something something about exploring a grand mansion with people who were allegedly my friends but i did not recognize. what could that mean?

yesterday, i played terraria with my friend kels. we beat the eye of cthulu- twice! honestly didnt think we had it in us but we were on fire.

ethel cain released a brand new album yesterday. i smoked the second half of a pre-rolled joint id been saving for the occaison and listened until i vaguely feared for my life. as god intended.

precipice

january 19 2025

tomorrow is the first day of my new job. strangely liminal feeling as i sit busying myself with idle thoughts of what to wear. neither hopeful nor anxious. just waiting.

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